Am cold

Am I a lost reality

Broken

Token

My life feels like it's been taken away from me

No home

No one to cry to

I want to cry so bad

I want everything to be ok

But I need to stay strong

And I know everything will not be ok.

But I need to stay strong

And I know everything will not be ok

But I loved....

Yet, again he hurts ....

Girls on the phone

And life dosen't mean anything anymore

Not even Death can satify me

Fear, Anger, Betrayal

They talk about pain

But they haven't felt it;

Tasted it

And I want to cry

So hard

Am the fool

The jokes on me

I get it.

Am the one who is suppose to suffer

But I can't

I've cried so much over the years

There are no more tears

Just a cold broken soul

I don't think I have a soul anymore

I use to think that

"The greatest thing to ever learn is to be loved and be loved in return"

I guess I was wrong

I don't want the people that love me

I want the one who has beaten me, lied to me

I want the one who has treated me like shit all these fucking years.

All I have given up

Is this what I deserve,

And I take deep breaths

And hold back my tears

Sone one help me

Please; I can't leave him on my own

I love him so much that am willing to suffer my entire life

That will be my demise.